Born in San Francisco, raised in Arcadia, California, near Pasadena. After graduating in accounting from west-coast Jusuit college, worked for a Palo Alto based consulting firm specializing in litigation support on insider-trading cases. Later worked for large defense contractor, as an analyst for the SeaWolf and Trident submarine programs. Moved to Boston and joined the Tsongas for President presidential campaign in '91-'92. Then began a career in the mutual fund industry, working a large mutual fund company's trust operations division in Boston. Started at a giant accounting firm in 1997 on various recurring investment fund audit assignments, plus some investment operations, T/A, custodian and DC recordkeeper SAS70 work. Branched out in 2004-5 and performed Sarbox 404 audits. Enlisted in the US Army Reserves in 2005. Completed Basic Training and AIT at age 40. Currently live in Melrose, Massachusetts.
... interesting times we live in, is my typical response to hyper political, venomous communications/posts/conversations. You name the message, most will share (i.e., shout) it. Though after canceling FB, Twitter, and Instagram accounts for my own sanity - and with the hope that some homeless-looking millennial with a nose-ring will no longer be able to mess with me, and as the post-election/post-election challenge fallout subsides - life goes on and it's comfortably familiar. I know we're still forced to comply with "virus rules" - but over the past year, it's never been consuming my daily lifestyle. I even observed that a bar in Boston, Bukouski's, appears to be open.
With big-tech seemingly out of my info-consumption life, and while acknowledging that this very Blogger platform is part of the Google empire - subject to "overlord censorship" (in coordination with the Ministry of Truth. I really need to read 1984 to put today's couture in perspective), I've been challenged technically with how to add to the firstn10.net web site. There isn't an obvious fix for the web-builder, iWeb, that I've discovered is no longer supported, and now sadly not able to publish more of our family website. So far, the alternatives seem to have evolved into subscriptions models - which means being tied to their respective limited ecosystems. So it's posting on Blogger for now until I find a better way to post to the main hosted site. Talk soon!
Saturday, December 27, 2014
Finding this entry in yesterday's Journal profound, I couldn't help but share it. Thanks for indulging me, as I simply put it here:
Science Increasingly Makes the Case for God
The odds of life existing on another planet grow ever longer. Intelligent design, anyone?
by Eric Metaxas
In 1966 Time magazine ran a cover story asking: Is God Dead?
Many have accepted the cultural narrative that he’s obsolete—that as
science progresses, there is less need for a “God” to explain the
universe. Yet it turns out that the rumors of God’s death were
premature. More amazing is that the relatively recent case for his
existence comes from a surprising place—science itself.
Here’s
the story: The same year Time featured the now-famous headline, the
astronomer
Carl Sagan
announced that there were two important criteria for a planet to
support life: The right kind of star, and a planet the right distance
from that star. Given the roughly octillion—1 followed by 24
zeros—planets in the universe, there should have been about septillion—1
followed by 21 zeros—planets capable of supporting life.
With
such spectacular odds, the Search for Extraterrestrial Intelligence, a
large, expensive collection of private and publicly funded projects
launched in the 1960s, was sure to turn up something soon. Scientists
listened with a vast radio telescopic network for signals that resembled
coded intelligence and were not merely random. But as years passed, the
silence from the rest of the universe was deafening. Congress defunded
SETI in 1993, but the search continues with private funds. As of 2014,
researches have discovered precisely bubkis—0 followed by nothing.
What
happened? As our knowledge of the universe increased, it became clear
that there were far more factors necessary for life than Sagan supposed.
His two parameters grew to 10 and then 20 and then 50, and so the
number of potentially life-supporting planets decreased accordingly. The
number dropped to a few thousand planets and kept on plummeting.
Even
SETI proponents acknowledged the problem.
Peter Schenkel
wrote in a 2006 piece for Skeptical Inquirer magazine: “In light
of new findings and insights, it seems appropriate to put excessive
euphoria to rest . . . . We should quietly admit that the early
estimates . . . may no longer be tenable.”
As factors continued
to be discovered, the number of possible planets hit zero, and kept
going. In other words, the odds turned against any planet in the
universe supporting life, including this one. Probability said that even
we shouldn’t be here.
Today there are more than 200 known
parameters necessary for a planet to support life—every single one of
which must be perfectly met, or the whole thing falls apart. Without a
massive planet like Jupiter nearby, whose gravity will draw away
asteroids, a thousand times as many would hit Earth’s surface. The odds
against life in the universe are simply astonishing.
Yet here we
are, not only existing, but talking about existing. What can account
for it? Can every one of those many parameters have been perfect by
accident? At what point is it fair to admit that science suggests that
we cannot be the result of random forces? Doesn’t assuming that an
intelligence created these perfect conditions require far less faith
than believing that a life-sustaining Earth just happened to beat the
inconceivable odds to come into being?
There’s more. The
fine-tuning necessary for life to exist on a planet is nothing compared
with the fine-tuning required for the universe to exist at all. For
example, astrophysicists now know that the values of the four
fundamental forces—gravity, the electromagnetic force, and the “strong”
and “weak” nuclear forces—were determined less than one millionth of a
second after the big bang. Alter any one value and the universe could
not exist. For instance, if the ratio between the nuclear strong force
and the electromagnetic force had been off by the tiniest fraction of
the tiniest fraction—by even one part in 100,000,000,000,000,000—then no
stars could have ever formed at all. Feel free to gulp.
Multiply
that single parameter by all the other necessary conditions, and the
odds against the universe existing are so heart-stoppingly astronomical
that the notion that it all “just happened” defies common sense. It
would be like tossing a coin and having it come up heads 10 quintillion
times in a row. Really?
Fred Hoyle,
the astronomer who coined the term “big bang,” said that his
atheism was “greatly shaken” at these developments. He later wrote that
“a common-sense interpretation of the facts suggests that a
super-intellect has monkeyed with the physics, as well as with chemistry
and biology . . . . The numbers one calculates from the facts seem to
me so overwhelming as to put this conclusion almost beyond question.”
Theoretical
physicist
Paul Davies
has said that “the appearance of design is overwhelming” and
Oxford professor
Dr. John Lennox
has said “the more we get to know about our universe, the more
the hypothesis that there is a Creator . . . gains in credibility as the
best explanation of why we are here.”
The greatest miracle of
all time, without any close seconds, is the universe. It is the miracle
of all miracles, one that ineluctably points with the combined
brightness of every star to something—or Someone—beyond itself. Mr. Metaxas is the author, most recently, of “Miracles: What They Are, Why They Happen, and How They Can Change Your Life” (
Dutton
Adult, 2014).
Tuesday, December 16, 2014
Bret Stephens nailed it in today's Journal:
I Am Not Sorry the CIA Waterboarded
Dick Cheney says he would “do it again in a minute.” He’s right.
By
Bret Stephens
I am not sorry Khalid Sheikh Mohammed, the operational mastermind of
9/11, was waterboarded 183 times. KSM also murdered Wall Street Journal
reporter
Danny Pearl
in 2002. He boasted about it: “I decapitated with my blessed
right hand the head of the American Jew,” he said after his capture.
I
am sorry KSM remains alive nearly 12 years after his capture. He has
been let off far too lightly. As for his waterboarding, it never would
have happened if he had been truthful with his captors. It stopped as
soon as he became cooperative. As far as I’m concerned, he waterboarded
himself.
I am not sorry the CIA went to the edge of the law in
the aftermath of 9/11 to prevent further mass-casualty attacks on the
U.S. I am not sorry that going to the edge meant, as Sen.
Dianne Feinstein
put it in 2002, doing “some things that historically we have not
wanted to do to protect ourselves.” I don’t suppose she was talking
about removing our shoes at airport security.
I am sorry we weren’t willing to do those “things” before 3,000 people had their lives unnaturally ended on Sept. 11, 2001.
I am not sorry
Osama bin Laden
died by an American bullet.
John Brennan
,
the CIA director, delivered a master class in rhetorical
obfuscation masquerading as epistemology when he waffled last week about
the quality of intelligence yielded by the interrogations of KSM and
other high-value detainees. But several former directors and deputy
directors of the CIA have all attested to the link between KSM’s
interrogation and the identification of bin Laden’s courier.
I
am sorry that the Feinstein Report, which failed to interview those
directors and thus has the credibility of a Rolling Stone article, seeks
to deny this. Maybe
Sabrina Rubin Erdely,
author of the discredited University of Virginia gang-rape story
and a pro at failing to interview key witnesses, will find a new career
in Sen. Feinstein’s office.
I am not sorry that President Obama
has ordered drone strikes on hundreds of terrorist suspects hiding in
Pakistan, Yemen and other places. I am not sorry he has done so despite
the fact that the strikes inevitably have killed hundreds and perhaps
thousands of their associates, many of whom were either innocent of
wrongdoing or had committed no crime deserving of death from 30,000
feet. This is the nature of war.
Khalid Sheikh Mohammed, the 9/11 mastermind, in an undated photo.
Associated Press
I am sorry that we are now having a national convulsion over
the fact that the CIA captured, detained, interrogated and in at least
two cases accidentally killed two detainees. This is undoubtedly wrong
and merits apology and compensation. But how this is any worse than what
Mr. Obama routinely brags about doing with drones is beyond me.
I
am not sorry that
Dick Cheney
told NBC’s Chuck Todd this Sunday that, in the matter of enhanced
interrogation techniques, he would “do it again in a minute.” The
former vice president seems to feel none of the need for the easy moral
preening that is the characteristic political reflex of our age.
I
am sorry that Mr. Cheney, and every other supporter of enhanced
interrogation techniques, has to defend the practices as if they were
torture. They are not. Waterboarding is part of the military’s standard
course in Survival, Evasion, Resistance and Escape, or SERE. Tens of
thousands of U.S. servicemen have gone through it. To describe this as
“torture” is to strip the word of its meaning.
I am not sorry that
Google
makes it easy to recall what the political class had to say about
KSM in the immediate aftermath of his capture. Here is a noteworthy
exchange between Sen.
Jay Rockefeller,
Democrat of West Virginia, and CNN’s Wolf Blitzer on March 2,
2003:
Blitzer: “There has been speculation, Sen. Rockefeller, in
the press that U.S. authorities, given the restrictions on torture,
might hand over Khalid Sheikh Mohammed and his colleagues to a third
country, a friendly Arab state, Jordan, Egypt, some country like that,
where the restrictions against torture are not in existence.”
Rockefeller:
“I don’t know that. I can’t comment on that. And if I did know it, I
wouldn’t comment on it. [Laughter.] But I wouldn’t rule it out. I
wouldn’t take anything off the table where he is concerned, because this
is the man who has killed hundreds and hundreds of Americans over the
last 10 years.”
I am sorry that Sen. Rockefeller saw nothing
amiss with the idea of handing over KSM to the Cairo Cattle-Prod Crew.
This is rightly known as torture-by-proxy. It is wrong.
I am not
sorry that Sen. Feinstein went ahead and released her report. In its
partisanship, its certitudes, its omissions of reportage and
recommendation, and its attempt to seem authoritative merely by being
verbose, it has reopened a necessary debate that was nearly closed—and
nearly lost. Eventually we will have another mass-casualty attack on
U.S. soil. We’ll need better than Ms. Feinstein’s insipid shibboleths to
answer it.
And for that, I am sorry—for all of us. Write to bstephens@wsj.com
Lost in all the supreme court whoopla about today’s
universal health law ruling was the overturning of the stolen valor act.Unlike anything else coming from Washington,
this has nothing to do with partisan animus.The highest (pun intended - sorry, couldn’t help it) court in the land
stuck down a law that made it an offence to steal valor by falsely claiming
that you earned some military award.The
court said, you can lie about military service, and your free speech is safely protected.Coupled with another recent ruling, Snyder v.
Phelps, in which the court let it be known that it’s ok to brutalize a mourning
family of fallen military member, today the court said it’s ok to steal what
doesn’t belong someone.Like much every
issue surrounding the great seats of power in the U.S., everything seems to be
framed as a partisan Republican/Democrat political fight.Yet both of these rulings were nearly
unanimous, irrespective of political ideology.
Both rulings, the rescission of the stolen valor act and
Snyder v Phelps baffled me, since they run counter to even the most basic logical
sense.As Mr. Snyder so lucidly stated, "…eight
justices don't have the common sense God gave a goat." I have to agree.Both rulings hurt those who carry battle
scars and burdens of decade-old wars – in order to preserve 1st
amendment rights of the public.But just
as perplexing, why does “the public” have to insert it self into the personal
business of the military members at all – particularly when 99% elude actual
military service? How often does the
public find the need to intrude into the personal lives of military members and
families?A lot, apparently.Over 600 military funerals have been
protested in the past 10 years.And does
the public need to frequently exercise its “free speech” by stealing military
awards?It appears so. From today’s ruling:
Congress passed the Stolen Valor
Act in response to a proliferation of false claims concerning the receipt of
military awards. For example, in a single year, more than 600 Virginia
residents falsely claimed to have won the Medal of Honor. An investigation of
the 333 people listed in the online edition of Who’s Who as having received a
top military award revealed that fully a third of the claims could not be
substantiated. When the Library of Congress compiled oral histories for its
Veterans History Project, 24 of the 49 individuals who identified themselves as
Medal of Honor recipients had not actually received that award. The same was
true of 32 individuals who claimed to have been awarded the Distinguished
Service Cross and 14 who claimed to have won the Navy Cross.
Most puzzling is the common argument used by the prevailing
justices, nearly unanimously, which naively assumes that the common decency
among our greater society will somehow correct the pain these rulings cause – and
that some overwhelming “counter speech” will drown out the haters and the
fakers.How naïve and disconnected from
our current society must a supreme court justice be to even offer that as a
remedy to their flawed opinions? Note to the supreme court: common decency
required for “counter speech” is NOT a prevailing trend in our society.Maybe you judges are from another era or you are
pretending that we live in 1950’s family hour TV show.Either
way you are either naïve, out-of-touch with the real world or simply insane
masters of our asylum.
Who’s that cool dad you once admired?Not me. Our next-door neighbor might be a candidate.With a life-style that includes a boat, a Subaru Outback and always on-the-go activities (usually out the door – child in tow – by 8am on weekends), it's the spontaneous attitude that I need to assume.Not the parent that regretfully calculated the eventual scratch required to send our girl to college.Just a few bucks shy at the moment, by the way.
Growing up, there was a really cool dad in our neighborhood. Motocross dirt-bikes in their yard, CB radios in their house and under the dash of their custom van parked in their driveway, and assorted fire arms. Building and shooting off model rockets was supported, even encouraged. He was the little league coach and host of parents' drinking parties. What more could a 13 year old want?
For us, is it yet another new chapter in our lives?Or a whole 'nother something.Our daughter was born five weeks ago. 2010 is a good year to arrive.Besides making the birthday-to-age math easy, the economy likely will have recovered when she's entering the labor market in 2030. We can hope. But, she doesn’t seem so concerned about that now.Meanwhile, there are several feedings and changings to handle tonight.And, this insomniac is developing a knack of finding late-night cable oddities or random catnaps – all while staying poised to handle the next cry for help from this little person.
And it's all worth it when she's purring on your chest.
The song, “My Favorite Things,” will always remind me my parent’s Tony Bennett Christmas album, even though the song originates from the musical, The Sound of Music. And, while I’ll admit that some of the “things” listed in the Rodgers and Hammerstein lyrics are nice, they are not among my favorite. Cream-colored ponies and schnitzel with noodles are not ranked high on my list. But, upon returning to the States, I’ve gained a better appreciation of the little nuances of life. These are a few of my favorite things…
1. Indoor plumbing with fresh water. Sounds simple and ordinary, but waking up in the middle of the night and getting dressed to walk 20-50 yards is a drag. As a bonus, you can drink from an American tap without needing hospitalization afterward.
2. Women freely and openly appearing in public. Not covered up in a burqa or lurking in the shadows. Actually seeing women everywhere, busy living ordinary lives in full view of society, is comforting.
3. Crisp cool ocean breezes, second only to the fragrant scent of eucalyptus trees. I hadn’t caught deep breaths this pleasant in a long while.
4. 18 inches of snow in Boston while you're in San Francisco. A toast to all the times I’ve been stranded at Logan, Dallas and Philly due to weather.
5. The sight of old friends that you haven't seen in ages. Freely sharing stories of antics that occurred over the past 2 decades.
6. But, nothing tastes as a good as a beer at the Grant and Green while recalling North Beach nights of long ago.
Everyone is in the day-room. Guys are leaving for the first time in a year. 32 guys, one female. And those now leaving by POV are saying farewells to us who are awaiting flights from Philly to Boston and beyond. For the 1st time our year-long adventure together – guys are departing and going their separate ways. We've shared our immediate plans for return to civilian life with each other. Most involve ample amounts of beer. For the first time in a long while, we’ll have no accountability of each other. No more feeding off each other’s personalities and quirks. Or tolerating each others grating annoyances. No more living with our limited circle of 33 familiar faces as we always have, over chow, early in the morning, late into the evening, daily duties, missions – everywhere. It’s a concluding moment for a unit that a year ago was coming together and as a unit, training in the crazy, often frustrating environment at Ft. Bragg’s “FOB Patriot.” Who knows who will stay in contact with each other? I know that I’ll be keeping ties with Cheeks, Jim, Ron and Joe D, Joe M, possibly others too.
For all the oddness that leaving brings today, it’s the goal that we’ve all worked for this year. We all came back relatively healthy. Some are struggling with cases of PTSD, as evidenced by tempers that are so close to the surface that the most minor slight will cause an eruption. Hopefully, time and comforts of home, or even some profession help, will help these guys pacify these demons.
But, despite all the challenges and frustrations, it was truly awesome to serve with most of the guys in my unit. I keep on reminding myself that had I not chosen to serve in the army, my walk of life wouldn’t have afforded me the chance to even meet these guys, let alone share formative experiences with them.